I give my all to You

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

september holidays. i really have abandoned this blog. monthly posts are the only thing keeping this thing alive.

maybe blogging would be much more fun if you could just think a thought and have it written down on here.

then again...that would be real dangerous wouldnt it O.o

nahh...for you. you request then only i blog...if not too lazy.

thanks for being my funky non-wussy friend. make me feel so wussy in contrast -.-

and we acs boys not wussy okayy!! just...sensitive!!

so the one week break kinda signifies only the impending doom that is the finals. which are freaking 4 weeks away.

and lets see...what have i got left to cover...?

art - the entire piece
bio - almost everything
physics- almost everything
history - everything
cmath - almost everything
ihs - everything
langarts - everything
chinese - everything

wahh. future looks pretty bleak huh.

still...i got another month. and if i mug like crazy at the end of the day i might just pull through.

...or fail miserably. but lets not look at that yet shall we.

plus training will stop after this saturday. and while im no huge fan of waking up at 6.30 on a saturday morning to row around a reservoir...or swim around it...its pretty bad timing since me and andrew have just found our strokes and balance.

fudge. when i go back in october i might just forget it all!! O.o

ahh well. no one said this studying thing was easy right. let alone this ib thing. and for the next month its do or die.

wahhh. so scary.

its been almost a week since nong left. and i was gonna post about his departure last week but well...once i got here i just didnt feel like doing it.

so yahhh. ponned school on wednesday to go see Nong off with Ben Ryan and Yap. got to T3 at like 8. sat around in a lounge. went to eat macs. and before we knew it it was time for him to go =(

i guess it never really is easy to say goodbye. there was alot we had to say Nong...but maybe not all of it we could manage at the spur of the moment. and maybe not all of it we can bring ourselves to say. but youre our friend man. and all in all, its not gonna be easy with you away.
still, youve been given an awesome chance to go overseas and sorta restart your academic career. and God knows...i could use that chance too. heh heh. told you your cupboard seemed tempting.

in faith, all we can do now is wait for your return. and we pray that God watch over you...and that in everything you do and every situation you meet he may be there to guide you and keep you safe.

Emmanuel, He is God with us. and we pray that He truly be with you. and that in your times of need you shouldnt hesitate to turn to Him, for His strength is made perfect in our weaknesses...and no problem be too insignificant or to overwheling for Him to handle.
the Lord bless you and keep you, as we wait for your return. come back soon man =) then we can have our funky stayovers again!!

to you man. well at least the chorus...the rest of it kinda doesnt make sense for the situation at hand.

but Dream Theater so cool...how can not post their songs!!

There's a story in your eyes
I can see the hurt behind your smile
For every sign I recognize
Another one escapes me

Let me know what plagues your mind
Let me be the one to know you best
Be the one to hold you up
When you feel like you're sinking

Tell me once again
What's beneath the pain you're feeling?
Don't abandon me
Or think you can't be saved

Summon up your ghosts from me
Rest your tired thoughts upon my hands
Step inside this sacred place
When all your dreams seem broken

Resonate inside this temple
Let me be the one who understands
Be the one to carry you
When you can walk no further

Tell me once again
What's below the surface bleeding
If you've lost your way
I will take you in

I walk beside you
Wherever you are
Whatever it takes
No matter how far
Through all the may come
And all that may go
I walk beside you
I walk beside you

Oh, when everything is wrong
Oh, when hopelessness surrounds you
Oh, the sun will rise again
The tide you swim against
Will carry you back home, so don't give up
Don't give in

I walk beside you
Wherever you are
Whatever it takes
No matter how far
Through all that may come
And all that may go
I walk beside you
I walk beside you

I Walk Beside You
Dream Theater
Octavarium

love that key change. pretty dramatic.

haha..this is pretty ironic...but Nong, YOULL NEVER WALK ALONE.

leaving on a jetplane
dont know when ill be back again