Thursday, April 03, 2008
you wanna jam pack 2 hours of studying a day into my life. ON TOP of the time i spend in school each day.honestly, i only have 4 hours a day at home. at most. and you want me to fill it up with doing something that ive spent the whole day doing already??has it maybe occured to you that i dont want to be top? that class position and beating the best of the best in academia really isnt my concern?has it occured to you that maybe theres more to life than just studies and being the model student? honestly, youve tried to do that...and look how you turned out. wowee. you know maybe academia has nothing to do with what i want to be in life.has it occured to you that maybe i push myself with exercise 2 and a half hours a day on top of everything else BECAUSE of you and other people who dont take me seriously?because of that time you smashed the side of my cheekbone and i couldnt defend myself against you?because of that time where i had to submit myself to your will only because you threatened me with bodily harm.well no more.