Tuesday, January 08, 2008
im feelin a little dark today. must be the rain.so holday today thanks to the ex-year 6s =) thanks much for the break...i really needed it. and congratulations to all of you who earned the diploma. and to Clement who got the 45 points!! wowwee. hope your futures gonna be bright.tried out maths today. i really suck at maths. and i guess it doesnt help that i didnt manage to even get to draw a quadratic graph last year. and this year theyre talking about solving simultaneous equations with it. bugger.assignments are beginning to pile up. dang it Theodore was right...its gonna be a hard year.been feeling like a jerk lately. i guess in the stress of finding yourself you sometimes lose what you already have. so im sorry if i have been one. its just been hard. things change. people change. people come...and people go. and expectations of yourself from yourself and others are altered. and to adapt sometimes you sacrifice a part of yourself that you didnt think you needed. when it might have been that aspect of your character that kept you afloat before.so its really all just confusing now. im around people i really dont know. i dont wanna change. someone slap me if i do.She said I feel strandedAnd I can't tell anymoreIf we coming or I'm goingIt's not how I planed itI've got the key to the doorBut it just won't openAnd I know, I know, I knowPart of me says let it goThat life happens for a reasonI don't, I don't, I don'tIt goes I never went beforeBut this time, this timeI'm gonna try anything to just feel betterShe said I need you to hold meI'm a little far from the shoreAnd I'm afraid of sinkingYou're the only one who knows meAnd who doesn't ignoreThat my soul is weepingI know, I know, I knowPart of me says let it goEverything must have it seasonsRound and round it goesAnd every day's a one beforeBut this time, this timeI'm gonna try anything to just feels betterTell me what to doYou know I can't see through the haze around meAnd I do anything to just feel betterAnd I can't find my wayGod I need a changeAnd I do anything to just feel betterAny little thing to just feel betterI'm tired of holding onTo all things I ought to leave behindIt's really getting nowhereI think I need a little help this timeI'm gonna try anything to just feel betterTell me what to doYou know I can't see through the haze around meAnd I do anything ta just feel betterAnd I can't find my wayGirl I need a changeAnd I do anything to just feel betterAny little thing to just feel betterJust Feel BetterSantana (ft. Steven Tyler)All That I Amawesome song i heard on the way back to singapore from KL. now i look at it it feels so different. even if it was just less than 2 weeks ago.ohhh and i need a workout buddy. anyone living near me or can go to tampines gym regularly...?