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Monday, July 30, 2007
thus begins week...week......erm...i forget. but it still doesnt feel like really long that June holidays ended.and already its the exams...sigh.for the first time ever i get a 0. crud. Jac Leow wont even give me a chance to hand in my stuff...so now my average is gonna suffer a fatal blow cus of stupid art.but the subjects seem easy this term so maybe it wont be so bad.yeah right.Tim Soon left today. hes probably already in India now. its kinda sad cus for the month he was here i got to know him a little and he seemed like a nice person to be friends him...then he had to go back so soon. itll be nice to see him again next year...if i get to.and Julian and Daryl are leaving on thursday. i dont really know them but they made CG time a little more fun. so theyll be missed a little too.choir has seriously been stressful this year...SYF then Genting then FOA. and all the small small performances in between that really stress you out when they accumilate. after FOA this friday im gonna need a loooong break.a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong break. preferably somewhere away from home.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
im kinda sick, and my dads razor just shredded my finger.ive now gotten 0 for art.I shouldn't love youBut I want toI just can't turn awayI shouldn't see youBut I can't moveI can't look awayIt's gettin' hard toBe around youTheres so much I can't sayDo you want me To hide the feelingsAnd look the other way?And I don't know How to be fine when I'm notCus I don't know how to make this feeling stopJust so you knowThis feeling's taking control of me and I can't help itI won't sit around, I can't let it win nowThought you should knowI've tried my best to let go of you But I don't want toJust gotta say it all before I goJust so you knowThis emptiness is killing meI wonder why I've waited so longLooking back I realize It was always there, just never spokenI'm waitin' hereBeen waitin' hereJust so you knowThis feeling's taking control of me And I can't help itI wont sit aroundI can't let him win nowThought you should knowI've tried my best to let go of you But I don't want toJust gotta say it all before I goJust so you knowThought you should knowI've tried my best to let go of you But I don't want toJust gotta say it all before I goJust so you knowJust So You KnowJesse McCartneyRight Where You Want Meim becoming kinda hung up on Jesse McCartney's stuff
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
chinese oral today. it sucked SO BAD i can actually say it was worse than last years.i couldnt read 2/3rds of the words in the passage despite having heard J Lee SW read it once through before.i paused about 15 times throughout the passage...one pause was more than 5 seconds longi said 'then' alot. in english. like 20 times.everytime the teacher asked a question, i answered, in chinese, of course, with utter conviction, 'i definately agree/disagree, because....ermmm...what do you call that...??'if i dont fail this year...i might shave my head. might.this whole weeks gonna be super stressful. choir. everyday. until at least 6. its just like SYF all over again for FOA...and ive got an art piece to finish...one that i havent touched...at all...and its graded.and a maths worksheet. which i cant do now cus i DONT HAVE GRAPH PAPER!!!argh.oh yyyeah and exams are like on thursday. sighh.oh well...ill pull through this somehow.anyway its been awhile since ive put up a song here. this ones nice. and it might mean something too. well the verses at least.I could tell by the look in her eyesMaybe I'm just another one of her liesCus I know We've been through this so many timesStill I'm here though I'm burning up insideI could tell by the look in her eyesAll my friends keep telling me now's the timeBut I knowJust the notion saying goodbyeBreaks my heart it tears me up insideAnd I try to walk away but I keep telling myselfShe's the one for meCus her love is so contagious, It keeps pulling me inWe were meant to beAnd I can't leave herSoWe're right back in the waterI wanna walk but there is something that won't let me She's the one that's always thereI could tell by the look in her eyesMaybe I'm just another one of her lies
And I try to walk away but I keep telling myself
She's the one for me
Cus her love is so contagious, It keeps pulling me in
We were meant to be
And I can't leave her
So
We're right back in the waterRight Back in the WaterJesse McCartneyRight Where You Want Mei kinda like his album.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
saw this on one of the MSN articles
the Zebra Bullhead Shark....its so cute!!! i cant believe this things actually a shark. it looks like a stuffed toy.anyway ive got alots of Maths assignments and 2 art designs to do by tomorrow but ill go crazy if i dont sleep.so im dead tomorrow. ah well.should i just ask you?
Friday, July 13, 2007
week 3 over. im screwing up everything i do. everything i say, every move i make has a consequence that is never my intention. i never wanted to say anything against anyone.and id like to say its someone elses fault. but it isnt.and my dads coming back tomorrow. isnt that just great.
Monday, July 09, 2007
woahhh i dont know why but im just really tired. i couldnt really keep awake the whole day. my eyes just seemed to need to close...
yawn.
went to Evans house yesterday after being shunned in church. it was actually kinda fun just doing nothing with friends...its been really long since i did that. anyway eventually we got so bored we stared at a maths question he drew on his mirror for about an hour...and we still didnt get it. woah were sad.
went to watch Transformers with Lawrence and Ben today. was supposed to go with Jeremy and Junyi but we got separated cus some taxi driver brought us to the wrong place. the effects were really really cool...but the storyline wasnt really intricate. but it was cool.
we can call it...Sam's happy time!!
anyway thanks Lawrence for the free cabride and popcorn and drinks =).
my demons have a date with me.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
i seriously cant stand this short hair anymore. it needs to grow out before i can actually want to go out in public again.went to watch the cricket finals today cus i was forced to. it was quite enlightening...i learnt how crickets played. and i learnt that we should cheer more and support our players even if were useless people at the sides.but we lost to raffles. it was really sad after our players played so hard for so long. but it was really great that we congradulated them on their victory...sportsmanship. guess thats the part of sports i always seem to miss out. good job AC cricket players...were all proud of you.week 2 nearly over. this life just keeps moving on and on. choice.cus obviously
shes out of my league
i'm wasting my time cus she'll never be mine
and i know i
never will be good enough for her.questions i have to ask.
Monday, July 02, 2007
sigh. its only the first week and so much has happened. not just academically. ive really got lots and lots on my mind right now. though thats not really a bad thing, actually. some questions just need answering. questions i want so badly to ask but just cant bring myself to. its just kinda confusing when lots of things happen all at once and youre left going '...ehhh?'. maybe if i just close my eyes and think. things will all seem clearer. =)and erm...i still need to do my chinese holiday homework!!I dreamed I was missingyou were so scared But no one would listenCus no one else cared After my dreamingI woke with this fearWhat am I leaving when I'm done here?So if you're asking me, I want you to knowDon't be afraid I've taken my beatingI've shared what I made I'm strong on the surfaceNot all the way through I've never been perfectbut neither have youSo if you're asking me, I want you to knowWhen my time comesForget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent meand when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memoryLeave out all the rest Leave out all the restForgetting All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you areWhen my time comesForget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent meand when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memoryLeave out all the rest Leave out all the rest
Forgetting All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you areI can't be who you areLeave Out All the RestLinkin ParkMinutes To Midnight
another song that reminds me of Cebu. gosh i really cant forget that place.
