i feel a stomachache coming again. shouldnt have eaten those cup noodles AGAIN.
why do i never learn?? haha.
okay. went for the mission briefing by Sally today in church...and now i really really really REALLY wanna go!! especially when they mentioned snorkelling. and a flight at 1am!! ahhh!!! Gavins gonna talk to Ewan and convince her that a christian mission trip is more crucial than singing in the mountains. plus its not like the tenors need me...i dont blend. CEBU PHILIPPINES!!! i wanna go!! to do Gods work, to experience missions first hand and be touched by His love for those kids.
and Gavin knows Dr Ong personally. how cool is that!!
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy One look puts the rhythm in my hand Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down Cover up with make up in the mirror tell yourself it's never gonna happen again You cry alone and then he swears he loves you A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever you will surely drown I see what's going down I see the way you go and say your right again say your right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down a new life she has found Face down in the dirt she says this doesn't hurt She says I finally had enough Face down in the dirt she says this doesn't hurt She says I finally had enough One day she will tell you that she has had enough its coming round again. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down a new life she has found Face down in the dirt she says this doesn't hurt She says I finally had enough
Face Down The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Don't You Fake It
who knows what we have to do for lit...?
Friday, April 27, 2007
day 4 of the hunger strike ...and i still dont look like ive lost weight.
12 days to common tests. i havent really been cramming much, so i guess its time to start now.
and its good that you realise what youve done.
...if thats what you meant.
but no, im not pissed cus ive been offended. im pissed cus others are. i mean, what have they really done to you? theyre stereotypical guys. stereotypical guys arent exactly dead gentle. but that doesnt mean theyre barbaric.neither does that give you the right to call them that.whatever they say isnt really much more than a joke. no one really wants to offend anyone. SANGUINITY. they really really mean no harm. everytime you go 'cant you take a joke??'...dont you realise its your turn to take that joke too? theyre not barbarians.just human beings with a different personality than your melancholic-choleric one. havent you told people to be more open minded? practise what you preach and just realise that everything will be fine if you just open your eyes and see the other sides of these people. youll see kindness, friendliness and gentleness on a totally different level. but if you continue to just see that one side, then thats all theyll ever show you.
right. preaching over.
Ridin' in the drop top with the top down Saw you switchin' lanes girl Pull up to the red light, lookin' right Come here, let me get your name girl Tell me where you from, what you do, what you like Let me pick your brain girl And tell me how they got that pretty little face on that pretty little frame girl But let me show you 'round, let me take you out Bet you we could we could have some fun girl Cus we can do it fast, slow, whichever way you wanna run girl But let me buy you drinks, better yet rings Do it how you want it done girl And who would've thought that you could be the one Come on and lemme show you 'round let me take you out, bet you we could have some fun girl Cus we can dress it up, we can dress it down any way you want it done girl Or we can stay home, talkin' on the phone rappin' 'til we see the sun girl Do what I gotta do, just gotta show you that I'm the one girl Well I'mma freak you right, each and every night I know how to do it insane girl Cus I can make it hot, make it stop make you wanna say my name girl Come on baby please cus I'm on my knees can't get you off my brain girl But who would've thought that you could be the one cus I I can't wait to fall in love with you You can't wait to fall in love with me This just can't be summer love, you'll see This just can't be summer love LOVE The summer's over for the both of us but that doesn't mean we should give up on love You're the one I've been thinking of and I knew the day I met you you'd be the one I can't wait to fall in love with you You can't wait to fall in love with me This just can't be summer love, you'll see This just can't be summer love LOVE cus I can't wait to fall in love with you You can't wait to fall in love with me This just can't be summer love, you'll see This just can't be summer love LOVE
Summer Love Justin Timberlake FutureSex/LoveSounds Amadeus hates this song...but i just love it!! haha...
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
day 2 of the hunger strike
darn. my compo only got 24/30...shouldve put in the conclusion to the breakup...
my head kinda hurts now. on the way back from school i was daydreaming...somehow i managed to do that while walking...and i whacked into a traffic light. ouch. haha...i need those contact lenses fast.
i got caught today crawling out of the backdoor during Gaolus lesson...and now if i dont write something in english and get my mom to sign it ill get a demerit point. darn.
...maybe if i use language cheem enough she wont understand what im writing...
Monday, April 23, 2007
woah...i can still fit into my p6 JVBC tshirt!! and its loose!! the diets starting to work...
anyway, i was bored...and i found a quiz on a random blog.
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?Marcus Teo. or Lee, if i change my surname anytime soon. my chinese name i do not divulge 2.WHAT COLOUR AND TYPE OF PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? white shorts? 3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?Via Dolorosa - Sandi Patti...that song played during the play in Good Friday service. its kinda cool. and meaningful. 4. ARE YOUR LEGS CROSSED? erm...yeah...? 5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? curried pork. cheap canned food. 6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?pink!! or black. 7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?its not rainging, its not nice 8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?? ...erm...Rodney asked me about my blood type 9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? their face? 10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? huh? i ripped this of my friends friends blog...i dont know Carolyn 11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? overstressed from the overdue stuff? 12. FAVOURITE DRINK? vitagen! its good for your digestion. 13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? uhh...im a kid...i dont drink alcohol...ill only ever drink communion wine... 14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT? sport...sport...swimming? 15. HAIR COLOUR? brown? 16.EYE COLOUR? brown?17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? nope...but im supposed to be...maybe ill get those that make your eyes hazel... 18. SIBLINGS? one younger brother and one older sister...wait...or was it the other was round? 19.FAVOURITE MONTH? November! stress free holidays... 20.FAVOURITE FOOD? umm...Fish & co fries and tartar sauce!! 21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? ...Revenge of the Sith...? Star Wars has a grip on me... 22. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR? 26th October. last day of school!! 23. SATURDAY OR SUNDAY? mmm...Sunday. 24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? ...who isnt??? 25. DO YOU LIKE MARMITE? ...is that some insect...? 26. SUMMER OR WINTER? winter wonderland!! 27. HUGS OR KISSES? Kisses...even the hersheys type 28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?CHOCOLATE 29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? yeah. 30. Who's most LIKELY TO RESPOND? ...har? 31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? someone who hates me..? 32. LIVING ARRANGEMENT? a house...preferably a room to myself, though 33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Interactive Sciences 2 34. DID YOU WAKE UP BEFORE YOUR ALARM WENT OFF ? my alarm is my mom...never do i wake up before i have to 36. DO YOU MISS BIG BROTHER YET? no...i wish hed go away somewhere 37. FAVOURITE SMELLS? that one i always seem to smell in church... 38. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? songs 39. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN? salted!! 40. FAVOURITE CRISPS? Lays. barbeque. 41. FAVOURITE CAR? something that moves and is decent...? 42. FAVOURITE FLOWER? RAFFLESIA!! haha...nah...i like tulips. 43. How MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? i dont have one 44. CAN YOU JUGGLE? nope...my hand co-ordination la pathetique 45. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK? Sunday? i think...or Friday 46. RED OR WHITE WINE? non-alcoholic here 47. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? i went to Rebeccas house and got dunked in a pool...? haha...that was fun. 48. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD? donation card? nope...but ill probably get one real soon 49. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? darn. i wanna sleep more. WHAT ARE YOU DOING ONCE YOU HAVE FINISHED THIS ? more Physics...gah
Breathe in for luck,breathe in so deep, this air is blessed, you share with me. This night is wild, so calm and dull, these hearts they race, from self control. Your legs are smooth,as they graze mine, we're doing fine,we're doing nothing at all The words are hushed, lets not get busted just lay entwined here, undiscovered Safe in here from all the stupid questions "hey did you get some?" Man that is so dumb Stay quiet, stay near stay close they can't hear so we can get some My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me So won't you kill me? so I die happy My heart is yours to fill or burst to break or bury or wear as jewelery, hich ever you prefer Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember I'll always remember the sound of the stereo the dim of the soft lights the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late and this walk that we shared together The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it and I let you in And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it And I knew that you meant it that you meant it that you meant it and I knew that you meant it that you meant it
Hands Down Dashboard Confessional So Impossible yeah!! love them.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
new blogskin!! i kinda like this one.
okay...post-SYF maths is done at last!! ...now ive gotta do history...
Genting trip clashes with the mission trip!! darn...hope they shift back the trip a little, or i cant go...and if i cant go for this one, i probably wont go for any this year...so i need to go!!! God will make a way.
about 2 more weeks to the common test...time to stop sleeping in class and listen a little...
oh yeah...ive switched from radioblog to imeem!! imeem rocks!!
Why do you always do this to me? Why couldn't you just see through me? How come you act like this, like you just don't care at all? Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall? Hey listen to what we're not saying Let's play a different game than what we're playing Try to look at me and really see my heart Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart? I can feel, I can feel you near me even when you're far away I can feel, I can feel you baby why? It's not supposed to feel this way I need you, I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you, I need you, I need you Tell me are you and me still together? Tell me you think we could last forever? Tell me why? So go and think about whatever you need to think about Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about And come back to me when you know just how you feel you feel I can feel, I can feel you near me even though you're far away I can feel, I can feel you baby why? It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you, I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you, I need you, I need you Tell me are you and me still together? Tell me do you think we could last forever? Tell me why?
Why Avril Lavigne Complicated B-side this was the first song i actually wanted to feature here...but radioblog didnt have it!!
its really lovely, for some reason...
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Everyone, everyone suddenly burst out singing And I was filled with such delight I was filled with such delight Delight Delight Delight Delight As prisoned birds must find, in freedom winging wildly Across the white orchards and dark green dark green fields on on on on on on on on on on on and out of sight and out of sight out of sight out of sight Everyone, everyone everyone's voice was suddenly lifted And beauty came like the setting sun beauty came like the setting sun sun sun My heart was shaken with tears and horror drifted away My heart was shaken with tears and horror drifted away oh but Everyone was a bird, and the song was wordless the singing will never be, never be done Everyone was a bird, and the song was wordless the singing will never be, never be never be done
Everyone Sang Ko Masushita/Siegfried Sasson 2007 Secondary school level choral set piece Silver. just sucks. but i guess it was stupid just to cry and wallow in self-pity.
thanks to Kenneth, Clement, Stuart, Ben, my choir friends, Grace and Vanessa for trying to talk me out of that.
come 2009 we'll just have to work hard. HARD. we've fallen now but there is no way that Gold with honours will slip through our fingers next SYF. I'm gonna make sure of it, even if im gonna have to sleep in school to rehearse. even if demerit points pile up from unfinished work. even if no one else in this school believes we can do it, we will.
ACSI choir. let NOTHING stand in our way of the Gold with honours in 2009. however crappy the set piece may be, however untrained our singers may be, however unshakable out competition may seem. we will overcome it as a choir. let those tears that streamed down out faces today be out stepping stones to victory.
The Best is Yet to Kam. haha.
Friday, April 13, 2007
SYF in 6 days!!
okay since everyones in a competition mood with sports competitions, OM or SYF and freaking out now, ill share something i heard last year.
before the first performance of Haven last year, Wong Ping Loong gathered the cast, chorus, and orchestra in this room and told us this story:
there was a master violinist, who had begun playing his violin since he was 5. he went through a very strict training regime to achieve the popularity he now enjoyed. his career had been extensive, and now, just before he retired, he decided to give one last magnificent concert. the audience was hushed in the performance hall, all waiting and anticipating the violinist to play. and then he began. from the instrument flowed a melody so sweet and soothing that the audience was captivated. they hung on to every chord, every note, sanctified by that beautiful song. and when at last it ended, there was a thunderous applause. the violinist bowed. then he picked up his bow and played that magical piece once more. the effect was once again magical. the applause was tremendous. the violinist bowed. then he played it again. the same piece. the audience still enjoyed it, but not as much as when it was first played. they applauded. he bowed. then he played it again. the audience applauded. he bowed. and he played it again. the audience applauded. he bowed. again and again, he played that same piece. the audience grew restless. one by one, they slowly made their way out of the exit. still he continued to play. when the song was played for the 9th time, there was no one left in that concert hall. everyone had grown weary of that beautiful composition. no one left...save for one bent old man. as the resonance of that last note died away, the violinist bowed. he looked straight at that old man. slowly, that old man raised his hands and clapped. a smile shone on his face. the violinist fell to his knees and tears streamed down his face. he dropped his bow and bowed his head as the old man continued to clap. everyone in that room who had come to watch him was treated to an unforgettable piece, but only that old man mattered to him. that old man was the tutor of that master violinist. that old man had guided him step by step as he learnt how to play that instument. and when his career started, that old man suddenly broke contact with him. for years that violinist had played to appease the public, but at his last performance he wasnt playing for strangers. he wasnt playing to show others how good he was. he was playing for the approval of his master. ...it went something like that, anyway.
basically, it means that through all the hassle and pressure competitions weigh on you, always remember that on the performance day dont perform just to show off. to tell others how good you are. perform for your master, whos guided you step by step through your journey in life, whos never left you even when you felt like giving up. all those expectations arent all that meaningful compared to who youre performing for.
perform for God.
hope that encouraged you...dont give up!! =)
Thursday, April 12, 2007
SYF in 4 rehearsals time!! freaking out now!!
theres still dynamics, and tone, and even pitch for some hopeless newcomers!!! gold with honours seems impossible...
but we have to do it. and we will. somehow.
and besides, SYFs a great excuse for not doing my maths homework.
okay...once SYF is done, ill be dead cus i owe: -maths file -4 maths worksheets -geog file -history file -art designs -reading bytes?
and lots more i probably forgot...yes, my fate is sealed. detention.
diet doesnt seem so hard after one day...all i have to do is drink water...
I think you can do much better than me after all the lies I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see the edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be I told myself I wouldn't miss you but I remembered What it feels like beside you While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took that you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose that time at the mall, you and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you but I remembered What it feels like beside you The bed I'm lying in is getting colder wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend That I won't think about you when I'm older cus we never really had our closure This can't be the end I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me
Better Than Me Hinder Extreme Behavior really cool song...you can sorta imagine it linking from Lips of an Angel...
Saturday, April 07, 2007
it is Easter sunday!!! our God lives!!
A-maize-ing Asia yesterday was pretty fun...with that stupid chicken dance. a camp would definately have been more effective, but yeah, it was pretty great. and the skit was pretty cool...didnt expect Kevin to be Jesus...
this weekend had been pretty great...well back to reality.
to do: get a haircut. i went to get one just now...and the barber just savagely butchered my hair!! 3 maths assignments. 2 due tomorrow, 1 due on tuesday 2 overdue maths assignments. 2 designs with colour and shading for art. lit...? reading bytes for chinese...but who cares about that.
okay...itll be miraculous if i get sleep tonight...sigh
oh yeah...ive been emo-free for 2 weeks!!! or was it 3...?
Oh Lord You've searched me You know my ways Even when I fail You I know You love me Your holy presense surrounding me In every season I know You love me I know You love me You go before me You shield my way Your hand upholds me I know You love me At the cross I bow my knee where Your blood was shed for me There's no greater love than this You have overcome the grave glory fills the highest place What can separate me now? And when the earth fades falls from my eyes and You stand before me I know You love me I know You love me At the cross I bow my knee where Your blood was shed for me There's no greater love than this You have overcome the grave glory fills the highest place What can separate me now? You tore the veil You made a way when You said that it is done You tore the veil You made a way when You said that it is done
At The Cross Hillsongs Mighty to Save
Friday, April 06, 2007
tarzan is handsome, tarzan is strong!! he is so cute and his hair is long!! tarzan is handsome tarzan is strong!! so listen to the jungle song!!
haha...just cant forget that song. its really old, but its so stupid its unforgettable.
go cheetah! get banana! hey monkey! get funky!
the good friday service today was pretty touching...especially the part where they showed that bit from the Passion of Christ. the crucifixion was so freaky i couldnt watch...like that bit where they tightened Jesus' hand until it swelled before they perforated it with that nail...gory. and that bit where pastor Joel went 'he was crucified for you. YOU should have been up there' or something like that really struck me...i never saw it that way. He didnt just die for our sins...Jesus died for us and took the punishment that we so rightly deserve. imagine what Hes spared you...the pain and agony, the whipping, the piercing, the humiliation and mockery, the torture, the suffocation...and He didnt have to go through it. He CHOSE to suffer for us.
should we just let His death on the cross go to vain? should we, with each sin, drive those nails deeper into his palms and feet...?
that song were gonna sing tomorrow for the methodist walk goes like this...
King of my life, I crown Thee now Thy shalt Thy glory be Lest I forget Thy thorn-crowned brow lead me to Calvary Lest I forget Gethsemane Lest I forget thine agony Lest I forget thy love for me Lead me to Calvary
...or something like that, anyway. havent really memorised it. but it carries a really important message nontheless.
Thank You for the cross, Lord Thank You for the price, You paid bearing all my sin and shame in love You came and gave Amazing Grace Thank You for this love, Lord Thank You for the nail-pierced hands wash me in your cleansing flow now all I know Your forgiveness and embrace Worthy is the Lamb Seated on the throne Crown You now with many crowns You reign victorious High and lifted up Jesus son of God The Darling of heaven crucified Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb Hillsongs (ft. Delirious)
His body, given for you and for many His blood, poured out for you and for many
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
okay you have to watch this!!!!
What I've Done Linkin Park Minutes to Midnight after 4 long years, LPs new album is finally here!!!!!!!!
okay, at the insistence of J Tang, i shall blog.
went to victoria concert hall early today...it was kinda cool...didnt expect it to look like that at all. spent 2 hours singing with a really bad sore throat...something must have snapped then, cus i had this really bad headache when i got back to school. fever. argh...i feel terrible.
can i stay home tomorrow? please???
oh yeah...to those in 2.7, Russell has come up with a pretty cool class t-shirt design. all others who want to design the t-shirt, please submit thy entries by 20th april
