Sunday, February 25, 2007
History tomorrow...ive just studied. im gonna get canned big time.just handed up that thing Gavin Ang said was due on friday. detention...my last post was about life and holding on when times get crappy. well, im ashamed to say i havent really practised what i preached. i let my emotions get the better of me. im sorry. youve always been a really great friend to me, even though lately weve seemed really distant cus of things that have happened. im really sorry for all that i said. i should have given you the space you wanted and needed during that time instead of what i did. i accused you of so many hurtful things that werent your fault at all. i dont think you do read my blog...but if you do...here it is.i dont know how i can make this up to you.Will you listen to my story?it'll just be a minuteHow can I explain?whatever happened hereNever meant to hurt youhow could I cause you so much pain?All the words that I come up withthey're like gasoline on flamesThere's no excuse, no explanationBelieve me if I could undo what I did wrongI'd give away all that I ownIf I told youI've been cleaning my soulAnd if I promise youI'll regain controlWill you open your doorand let me in?Take me for who I amnot for who I've beenWhen I say I'm sorrywill you believe me?Listen to my storysay you won't leave meWhen I say I'm sorrycan you forgive me?When I say I'll always be therewill you believe...will you believe me?SorryChris DaughtryDaughtry - iTunes versionwhoo...love that song. and my current situation isnt that weighty...but yeah...sorry.
