I give my all to You

Monday, February 05, 2007

chinese test done...i wonder if i passed...miracles happen sometime...

CIP today was kinda fun...we went to this welfare home and kenneth and i had to run across this field to pick up leaves and stuff. the field was deadly!! we started running across it then tripped...it had holes all over the place!! and we found lots stuff...

- a foldable beach chair
- a can of mushrooms
- a rubber ball that Kenneth threw
- a vintage jug
- 3 bracket fungi with Joseph
- totally solid bread
- loads of dead centipedes
- a hard drive...ancient one
- 3 CDs
- AA batteries
- a car battery

waiting for Santana to send those photos...old folks do interesting things when theyre bored, it seems...

I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just saying
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've gotta face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain
Like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey

Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo,
what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

Back then,
I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe
I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I
won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Believe Me
Fort Minor
The Rising Tied

i guess now its pretty evident who my real friends are...

damn it.
what did i ever do to you?
every time you say something to me its always gotta be criticism.
even when theres nothing to criticise.
if its a joke then say so.
cus it damn well doesnt look like one.