Monday, February 19, 2007
chinese new yearbakkwabakkwabakkwa. i crave more...yesterdays dinner was okay. too much TV, too little talking...ive kinda lost touch with my relatives...only my aunt i can talk to left...well, profits were substancial.went to Evans house this morning. i followed his parents fishing. fishing is cruel cruel thing. its really painful to watch the fish youve just caught have its mouth ripped out before it suffocates to death...im never doing that again. we had to go home early cus it suddenly rained really heavily.im using his com now...and its really really really slow...i have to go for another dinner later...sigh...So many times he crossed the lineoverboardoverdrawnover lookedit's over nowShe looks at herself no one to turn to then she wonders how it got this farRight to pain and plight she enters false pretend to make him fight harderLift him up to watch him crawlso simple when women comeLaughing as it all unfolds, self-righteous grudging soulRetrospect never shined so bright different goals different livesnever sawI don't know whyInflated stories reel my millsfrom the course back to the source words in circles all liesHe tries to make her feel so usedhas her pain all in vain so he can close the doorLift her up to watch her fallher broken heart grows numbLaughing as it all unfoldsSelf-righteous grudging soulAll that you breed will become your disease and will only hurt ourselvesAs the love that you make not the love that you take that keeps us aliveAnd you give and you take and you learn from mistakes and we all will surviveAnd the sky make it dark and the sun will then set but tomorrow is another starPeople try to hold you downsuccess keeps them aliveif you falter you will soon find quick responses from behindBut if you prevail they'll turn inside out act as if they never even had a doubtLift us up to watch us fallnot even we've gone onJealous right from the startWe've only just begunLift Us UpAdemaPlanetsanother song from 05...they sound like LP-up and down on this rollercoaster of emotions