crap maths. Phee had no idea what would be tested, and i screwed up...haha...ah well...PSci tomorrows gonna be even more screwed anyway.
okay...ive really got nothing to blog about at all...so heres a song anyways
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go So make the best of this test and don't ask why It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial For what it's worth, it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right I hope you had the time of your life
Good Riddance (Time of Your Life) / Time of Your Life (Good Riddance) Green Day Nimrod must fight urge to be emo again
Monday, February 26, 2007
happiness is in the air!!
i owned english!! yeah...and history was great too...i might actually do well for this test...
today everyones happy...and well, i guess i cant go around depressed like normal with everyone smiling...so =)
i guess ill put down a life-changing moment here. i shall be emo no more. no more depression. im gonna revert back to my old mindset and just take life easily. its something to say that life isnt always as bad as we see it to be...maybe something goes wrong here or there, but its never so bad that we should just flop into one corner and cry. right now my life is far from perfect...but instead of looking at whats going wrong, ill focus on what isnt. all that i have going for me. everyone whos been there for me and picked me up when i fell. and you. you who have been the changing factor in my life, who made me all i am today. thank you. for your sake, for my sake, and for everyone elses, im gonna be happy from now on.
yeah. happy!!
okay...a song that fits this mood...
I woke up early in my hotel room wait for my alarm to go I think about the things I've gotta do damn my mind is gonna blow I'm freaking out, about what's ahead maybe I'll just stay in bed Cus it's no fun to be the one going out of my head so I tell it to myself again I quit my job about a week ago told 'em that I need some time Now I'm going strong on Lexapro doctor says I'm doing fine I'm thinking out, about what's ahead maybe I'll just stay in bed Cus it's no fun to be the one going out of my head so I tell it to myself again Just when I thought I couldn't lose I realized that it's the only thing I knew You're looking for something you can't find if you give it up you'll lose your mind There's always somthing in your way so what can you say? You're gonna have a good day!!
Good Day The Click Five Greetings From Imrie House haha...what could be more suitable? plus Eric Dills voice just sounds...happy
but to dampen the spirit...darn. maths test tomorrow...haha...well, ill take my chances
Sunday, February 25, 2007
History tomorrow...ive just studied. im gonna get canned big time.
just handed up that thing Gavin Ang said was due on friday. detention...
my last post was about life and holding on when times get crappy. well, im ashamed to say i havent really practised what i preached. i let my emotions get the better of me. im sorry. youve always been a really great friend to me, even though lately weve seemed really distant cus of things that have happened. im really sorry for all that i said. i should have given you the space you wanted and needed during that time instead of what i did. i accused you of so many hurtful things that werent your fault at all. i dont think you do read my blog...but if you do...here it is.
i dont know how i can make this up to you.
Will you listen to my story? it'll just be a minute How can I explain? whatever happened here Never meant to hurt you how could I cause you so much pain? All the words that I come up with they're like gasoline on flames There's no excuse, no explanation Believe me if I could undo what I did wrong I'd give away all that I own If I told you I've been cleaning my soul And if I promise you I'll regain control Will you open your door and let me in? Take me for who I am not for who I've been When I say I'm sorry will you believe me? Listen to my story say you won't leave me When I say I'm sorry can you forgive me? When I say I'll always be there will you believe... will you believe me?
Sorry Chris Daughtry Daughtry - iTunes version whoo...love that song. and my current situation isnt that weighty...but yeah...sorry.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Chester Bennington.
yes, Chester strains. Chester forgoes any attempt to keep his voice in healthy condition. hes really damaging his throat when he does all those high notes by pulling his vocal chords together. one day his voice is gonna be shot and hes gonna suffer laryngitis and vocal nodules.
but DAMN, hes good. after all that talk ive heard about vocal training and how people who blast are idiots, i still really respect Chester and LOVE his voice. even if it is ruined.
thats why, after all these years, LPs still my favourite band.
but their new album better come out soon...
okay...i read Gabriels nic and just had to put this down here. i dont want people to have to go through what i did.
Life. it really does suck sometimes. everytime you put your hopes into something it just seems to come crashing down. the people you considered the closest to you hate you and leave you feeling dejected. your goals and aspirations just seem to avoid you in any possible way. your existance seems to spiral downwards into oblivion. 'life is meaningless'...
thats CRAP.
okay, maybe life isnt all you could hope it to be. maybe were let down more often than we can take. but what are we gonna do when that happens? sit and feel sorry for ourselves? that isnt gonna change anything. if we want life to get better, then we damn well make it better. no matter how crapped up a situation or relationship gets, theres always a way to make it right. all we have to do is devote ourselves to making it better.
dont give up on life. or life will give up on you.
and just remember. youre never alone. even when others turn away from you, there are always those few friends who will always be there for you and who will always love you and care for you even when the world turns its back on you. true friends are rarer than diamonds, but when you do find them theyll be friends for life. your family too...even though you might not want to turn to them for help when you want it. and GOD. in your darkest moment He'll always be there to shine His light on you and help you on your feet. so dont ever say youre alone, youre rejected, youre unwanted. your Heavenly Fathers always by your side, helping you take each step and turn in this maze of life.
lifes unpredictable. and there are always bad times. but hang in there...itll get better soon.
dont give up.
ahh...thats todays song.
Don't give up It's just the weight of the world When you're heart's heavy, I I will lift it for you
Don't give up Because you want to be heard If silence keeps you,I I will break it for you
Don't give up It's just the hurt that you hide When you lost inside, I I will be there to find you
Don't give up Because you want to burn bright If darkness blinds you, I I will shine to guide you
Everybody wants to be understood Well I can hear you Everybody wants to be loved Don't give up Because you are loved
You are loved Don't give up It's just the weight of the world Don't give up Every one is to be heard You are loved You Are Loved (Don't Give Up) Josh Groban Awake
look at this song as a song from God to you.
He'll never leave you. dont give up =)
- Lord, we want to thank you for the work You've done in our lives
Monday, February 19, 2007
chinese new year
bakkwabakkwabakkwa. i crave more...
yesterdays dinner was okay. too much TV, too little talking...ive kinda lost touch with my relatives...only my aunt i can talk to left...well, profits were substancial.
went to Evans house this morning. i followed his parents fishing. fishing is cruel cruel thing. its really painful to watch the fish youve just caught have its mouth ripped out before it suffocates to death...im never doing that again. we had to go home early cus it suddenly rained really heavily.
im using his com now...and its really really really slow...
i have to go for another dinner later...sigh...
So many times he crossed the line overboard overdrawn over looked it's over now She looks at herself no one to turn to then she wonders how it got this far Right to pain and plight she enters false pretend to make him fight harder Lift him up to watch him crawl so simple when women come Laughing as it all unfolds, self-righteous grudging soul Retrospect never shined so bright different goals different lives never saw I don't know why Inflated stories reel my mills from the course back to the source words in circles all lies He tries to make her feel so used has her pain all in vain so he can close the door Lift her up to watch her fall her broken heart grows numb Laughing as it all unfolds Self-righteous grudging soul All that you breed will become your disease and will only hurt ourselves As the love that you make not the love that you take that keeps us alive And you give and you take and you learn from mistakes and we all will survive And the sky make it dark and the sun will then set but tomorrow is another star People try to hold you down success keeps them alive if you falter you will soon find quick responses from behind But if you prevail they'll turn inside out act as if they never even had a doubt Lift us up to watch us fall not even we've gone on Jealous right from the start We've only just begun
Lift Us Up Adema Planets another song from 05...
they sound like LP
-up and down on this rollercoaster of emotions
Saturday, February 17, 2007
okay. im here right now cus im so bored and i feel so crappy and ive got nothing else to do since there isnt anything i wanna watch on youtube and no one wants to chat with me.
ive got a stupid sore throat. yeah. Junyi says some other people have got it too. maybe its a bug thats been going round...all i know is that it just ingrained itself in my throat last night when i was trying to sleep. ive tried strepsils and lemon juice. ive got to get my throat and voice back soon. help!! anyone???
going for dinner soon. my relatives are displaying another facade and making it look like were staying together as one big happy family...truth is we never really talk to each other at all and no ones been happy since maturity...and now ive got a sore throat i cant even enjoy dinner later. sigh...
the dude putting up prison break videos on youtube had stopped. darn.
i dont really feel like going to church tomorrow either...most sundays ive spent my mornings wasted there besides worship sessions...
okay...a song...
In the light of the sun is there anyone? Oh it has begun Oh dear you look so lost eyes are red and tears are shed This world you must've crossed you said You don't know me, you don't even care, She said You don't know me, you don't wear my chains Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across An open field, When flowers gaze at you they're not the only ones Who cry when they see you You said You don't know me, you don't even care, She said You don't know me, you don't wear my chains She said I think I'll go to Boston I think I'll start a new life I think I'll start it over where no one knows my name I'll get out of California I'm tired of the weather I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain I think I'll go to Boston I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new town to leave this all behind I think I need a sunrise I'm tired of the sunset I hear it's nice in the Summer some snow would be nice Boston where no one knows my name.
Boston Augustana All The Stars And Boulevards im feeling semi-emo, semi-happy...haha...im twisted
should i go watch the Phantom of the Opera...?
Friday, February 16, 2007
This romeo is bleeding But you can't see his blood It's nothing but some feelings That this old dog kicked up It's been raining since you left me Now I'm drowning in the flood You see I've always been a fighter But without you I give up Now I can't sing a love song Like the way it's meant to be Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore But baby, that's just me Now your pictures that you left behind Are just memories of a different life Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry One that made you have to say goodbye What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair To touch your lips, to hold you near When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes, I'm just a man When he holds you close, when he pulls you near When he says the words you've been needing to hear I'll wish I was him cus those words are mine To say to you till the end of time Yeah, I will love you baby Always And I'll be there forever and a day Always If you told me to cry for you I could If you told me to die for you I would Take a look at my face There's no price I won't pay To say these words to you Well, there ain't no luck In these loaded dice But baby if you give me just one more try We can pack up our old dreams And our old lives We'll find a place where the sun still shines And I will love you, baby Always And I'll be there forever and a day Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst And the words don't rhyme And I know when I die, You'll be on my mind And I'll love you Always
Always Bon Jovi Crossroad i really like this song...for three reasons
its a really powerful rock anthem...the instrumentalization is heavenly in the least. Bon Jovi rocks!!!
it brings back memories of 2005 when i was p6...when i just sat infront of the com for days and played RA2...and this song kept playing over and over cus my windowsmediaplayer was stuck on it for some reason...haha...life was so much simpler than...im not saying better or worse...but definately much simpler.
the chorus and bridge really hold meaning for me. it speaks my heart.
youre worth it. every bit of it.
- past, present...
...and the future.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!
once a year this joyous occasion arrives. a celebration of LOVE in our society. some may criticize it and think its stupid to celebrate the death of a saint or think that now its too commercialized. well maybe its now its used as a commercial farce and it is remembered as a special occasion just cus a saint kicked the bucket, but so what? when alls said and done, its all still about the special feelings you have for that irreplacable person in your life. why dont you reach out today and tell that special person how much you love them?
today choir was pretty cool...when i came in at 3 Colin was blowing up some pink red and white heart-shaped balloons at the back of the KBL so i helped him...when we wrote the names of the year 5 girls on them...someone misspelled Theo's name!! then came those gorgeous chocs!! thanks Wan Feng for buying them all for the choir...lately ive realised that youre a really nice guy.
after that we did sectionals for pretty long...im still pretty pissed at Kevin...and then the year 6 guys did something really cool...
love is in the air!!
then we did an octet...which was like quartets with 8 people instead of 4...Levin and Glenn from sop, Theo and Johnsee from alto, Han An and Wan Feng from bass, and Clement and me for tenor. it was pretty cool, though i felt a little nervous...
well...since its an occasion today, ill put down a few songs...
ones from U2!! yeah...is a flirty song...
My love throws me like a rubber ball Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing She won't catch me or break my fall Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing Baby's got blue skies up ahead But in this I'm a rain cloud You know she likes a dry kind of love Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
I'm losing you I'm losing you yeah Ain't love the sweetest thing
I wanted to run but she made me crawl Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing Eternal fire, she turned me to straw Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing You know I got black eyes But they burn so brightly for her This is a blind kind of love Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
I'm losing you Oh oh oh, I'm losing you Ain't love the sweetest thing
Blue-eyed boy meets a brown-eyed girl Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing You can sew it up but you still see the tear Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing Baby's got blue skies up ahead But in this I'm a rain cloud Ours is a stormy kind of love Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
The Sweetest Thing U2 U218 Singles
and another one is from RENT...yes, that disturbingly wrong show...but it fits todays context.
please read it...its really heartfelt.
Without you the ground thaws the rain falls the grass grows Without you the seeds root the flowers bloom the children play The stars gleam the poets dream the eagles fly without you The earth turns the sun burns but I die without you. Without you the stars roar the breeze warms the girl smiles the cloud moves Without you the tides change the boys run the oceans crash The crowds roar the days soar the babies cry without you The moon glows the river flows but I die without you The world revives colors renew but I know blue only blue lonely blue within me blue Without you the hand gropes the ear hears the pulse beats Without you the eyes gaze the legs walk the lungs breathe The mid churns the heart yearns the tears dry without you Life goes on but I’m gone Without You The Ground Thaws The Rain Falls The Grass Grows Without You The Seeds Root The Flowers Bloom The Children Play The Stars Gleam The Eagles Fly Without You The Earth Turns The Sun Burns But I Die Without You Without You The Breeze Warms The Girls Smile The Cloud Moves Without You The Tides Change The Oceans Crash The Crowd Roars The Days Soar The Babies Cry Without You The Moon Glows The River Flows But I Die Without You The World Revives Colors Renew But I Know Blue Only Blue Lonely Blue Within Me, Blue Without You Without You The Hand Gropes The Ear Hears The Pulse Beats Without You The Eyes Gaze The Legs Walk The Lungs Breathe The Mind Churns The Heart Yearns The Tears Dry Without You Life Goes On But I'm Gone Cause I Die Without You
Without You RENT Cast 'RENT' the Musical
man, that was long...
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
the dude on youtube hanst put up anymore Prison Break videos...i need my dose of Prison Break!!
okay...Junyi didnt put up those vids of Kenneth getting owned by Marshall...aww
im a little pissed at the choir. well, actually just at the 'tenors'...i still cant believe how they call themselves that when only 1 or 2 of us all are actually real tenors. with people like KEVIN CHEN inside, we go for sectionals, and James cant control the 'tenors' at all...though its not his fault. and they kid around and throw stuff and hang the string that pulls down the screen over the lights...ergh!! and Jeremy isnt doing anything!! i just walked out today. i was so pissed!! 3 more sessions before performance and EWan and Theo and Kenneth Yeo and all the ASLs trying to hard to put together a few pieces...and all you guys do is just kid around!! if youre not serious then you should damn well leave!!
plus you can say im straining for notes like A4 when even Stuart says its okay when you cant even reach an F without roaring!! have you people no sense of tone at all??? TENORS!!! youre supposed to be sounding like TENORS!!! not baritones!!
its just pathetic. well, quartets tomorrow. well see who ends up screwed.
okay...just had to get that off my mind. i was just so damn mad.
re-did the class decorations AGAIN with Kenneth, Josh Lee and some others...now Phee says its okay...Josh Lee patched up the cute porcelain pig that broke.
Bongard asked me to cut my hair again...darn. i just cut in last thursday!! im gonna have to think of a disguising method...
a song...hmm hmm...
Hey girl is he everything you wanted in a man? You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you babe Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Now girl I remember everything that you claimed You said that you were moving on now And maybe I should do the same Funny thing about that is I was ready to give you my name Thought it was me and you babe And now it's all just a shame And I guess I was wrong Don't want to think about it Don't want to talk about it I'm just so sick about it Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair? Is this the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Should've known better when you came around That you were gonna make me cry It's breaking my heart to watch you run around Cus I know that you're living a lie That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around
Let me paint this picture for you, baby
You spend your nights alone And he never comes home And every time you call him All you get's a busy tone I heard you found out That he's doing to you What you did to me Ain't that the way it goes You cheated girl My heart bleeds girl So it goes without saying That you left me feeling hurt Just a classic case A scenario Tale as old as time Girl you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody To cure the lonely nights You wish you had somebody That could come and make it right But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy You'll see
What goes around comes back around I thought I told ya, hey
What Goes Around.../...Comes Around Interlude Justin Timberlake FutureSex/LoveSounds i love this song...its supposed to be for those emo times...it helps during all that depression
no, im not emo now...but i still love it...
Lit tomorrow...crud...wing it as it comes!! haha
Monday, February 12, 2007
hmm...saw this quiz on Deborahs blog...put your songs on shuffle and let them determine your mood...cool!!
how am i feeling today? If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol erm...lonely...?
what do i fear most? I don't know how to feel, tomorrow, tomorrow I don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow Is a different day Tomorrow - Avril Lavigne apparently im scared of the future...well yeah, i guess i am...
what is my best friend's theme song? If I could say what I want to say I wanna blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down On one knee Marry me today Yes, I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne ...creepy...my best friends got a romantic attachment to me
what was my high school like? Oh chariot your golden waves are walking down upon this face Oh chariot I'm singing out loud To guide me Give me your Strength Chariot - Gavin DeGraw so does that mean ill have someone ill really depend on in high school? doesnt seem like it...
what is the best thing about me? Pop princess hold my hand Pop princess I'm a fan Pop princess I need you now Freak me out turn me inside out Pop princess make me smile Pop princess drive me wild Pop princess I need you now So baby turn your love up loud Pop Princess - The Click Five damn...whats that supposed to mean?!?!?!
what is in store for the weekend? Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't someone please take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I'm, I'm with you I'm With You - Avril Lavigne ill make friends with a stranger...?
what song describes my parents? Remember I will still be here As long as you hold me in your memory Remember when you're dreams have ended time can be transcended just remember me Remember - Josh Groban err...unless my parents are long-dead legendary warriors...this doesnt make sense...
how is my life going? don't you leave me I will never let you go don't you leave me don't yougo Don't You - Jesse McCartney haha...how true...
what song will they play at my funeral? I will worship you for who you are I will worship you for who you are I will worship you for who you are Jesus For Who You Are - Hillsongs hmm...its appropriate to worship God at my funeral =)
what do my friends really think of me? where has that old friend gone lost in a february song tell him it won't be long till he opens his eyes February Song - Josh Groban ...im trying really hard to be that person again...
how can i make myself happy? If I was invisible Then I could just watch you in your room If I was invincible I'd make you mine tonight If hearts were unbreakable Then I could just tell you where I stand I would be the smartest man If I was invisible wait...I already am Invisible - Clay Aiken ...eww!! haha...these words id never say...but theyre not entirely false...
what should i do with my life? Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend You have been the one You have been the one for me Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt ehh...okayy...warped
will i ever have children? Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right Swear I knew it all along And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional damn...okayy...thats WAY screwed...
what is some good advice? One minute you're on top The next you're not, watch it drop Making your heart stop Just before you hit the floor One minute you're on top Next you're not, missed your shot Making you're heart stop You think you've won And then its all gone Hit The Floor - Linkin Park 'wait, for those who think theyre high and mighty now will someday fall into the depths'...cool
what is my current theme song? You'll follow me back With the sun in your eyes And on your own Bedshaped And legs of stone You'll knock on my door And up we'll go In white light I don't think so But what do I know? What do I know? I know Bedshaped - Keane okay...i dont really even know what this song means...but its nice...and its something like...what goes around comes around?
what type of girls do i like? (i changed this a little cus the original said guys!!) I'm open Wide open Shattered all we had And i'm through With hoping Somehow I'm gonna put the pieces back Cry me An ocean Now theres nothing left inside I'm here not knowing Where do you go when the tears run dry Tears Run Dry - Clay Aiken ...those that hurt me?
will i get married? I've never felt like this before I'm naked Around you Does it show? You see right through me And I can't hide I'm naked Around you And it feels so right Naked - Avril Lavigne err...i dont think it means that...but...eww...
what should i do with my love life? I've made it obvious Done everything but sing it I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong I'm not so good with words And since you never notice The way that we belong I'll say it in a love song Obvious - Westlife confession? been there, done that...
where will i live? Have you heard the news that you're dead? No one ever had much nice to say I think they never liked you anyway Oh take me from the hospital bed Wouldn't it be grand? It ain't exactly what you planned And wouldn't it be great If we were dead Dead! - My Chemical Romance DAMN. thats not good...not good at all.
what will my dying words be? Tell the world that Jesus lives Tell the world that Tell the world that Tell the world that He died for them Tell the world that He lives again Tell The World - Hillsongs haha...cool!! spread the world of God before i go
ahh...done!! that took over an hour...
Junyis putting up those vids of Kenneth getting owned by Marshall on youtube!!
Sunday, February 11, 2007
today it just occured to me as i was sitting at home in the afternoon...ive forgotten how to have fun lately.
in the holidays i was all on depressed with watching too much onetreehill...so now im gonna try to take life less seriously
okay...english exam tomorrow...everybodys asking how to study for it...english is just something you go and do...well...good luck everybody!!
Now that it's all said and done I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down Like an old abandoned house What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath I fell too far, was in way too deep Guess I let you get the best of me You took a hammer to these walls Dragged the memories down the hall Packed your bags and walked away There was nothing I could say And when you slammed the front door shut A lot of others opened up So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me Well, I never saw it coming I should've started running A long long time ago And I never thought I'd doubt you I'm better off without you More than you more than you know I'm slowly getting closure I guess it's really over I'm finally getting better And now I'm picking up the pieces I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together cus the day I thought I'd never get through I got over you
Over You Chris Daughtry Daughtry ive had an opinion for really long that ever since season 2, american idols just been a waste of time...i mean, nothing comes out of it. but damn, Chris Daughtry just blew me away with this song. its totally cool...like Hoobastank in Bo Bice. he should have blown Taylor Hicks out of the water.
Chris Daughtry, im a fan.
Let's start over I'll try to do it right this time around It's not over cus a part of me is dead and in the ground This love is killing me But you're the only one It's not over
Saturday, February 10, 2007
back from choir camp!! whew...
it was really great...my first choir camp ever is gonna leave a lasting impression...
a review.
day 1
left class early with the permission of our dear corrupted chairman. i put my stuff in the KBL where Stuart and some others had already come, and went for lunch, supposedly with Ben Mok, and then back to the KBL for a camp briefing. Ranjee put me incharge of group 8. we had rehearsals from 3.30-5, then a tea break, and then rehearsals from 5.30-7. then we had dinner, and night games!! they were really cool...the year 4s and 6s planned it really well. we ran around the school trying to unravel a plot about the murder of Ranjee. our group got dragged from place to place by James Lai...we got lots of clues...but our story wasnt very accurate, but we had lots of fun. the game was tiring, exciting and pretty creepy altogether. In the end, Xuan killed Ranjee but putting arsenic in her tomato soup. then we had potluck supper...there was pasta to die for!! then i went to shower, then went for worship rehearsal with Jeremy, Chris, Emil and Gleen. then i made a futile attempt to try to go to sleep. there were people walking in and out of my room and Joel Yap suddenly started wheezing and sniffing at 3am...if i wasnt dreaming...then at 4.30 Gleens phone started playing Uptown Girl...and played it again every 15 minutes. i had about...1 hour of sleep or so?
day 2
woke up to Uptown Girl at 6.30. waited till Kenneth opened the KBL at 6.50, then practised worship and commited the time to God. the worship session went pretty smoothly, and Kenneths message really delivered many important points. then we had a macs breakfast which eventually got Chris and Ian in trouble with Ranjee, who apparently wasnt really dead. then we had warm-ups and me, Song and Kuang Kai went for a session with Kam for half and hour. then we went back and did Janger until Theodora came back with the basses to do O salutaris Hostia. then was lunch, and then the day games started. while the secondary side was briefed, James, Wan Feng, Kevin, Alvin and i went to the greenhouse to wait until our groups found us. we played cards. whee. after an hour or so my group turned up and guessed the master nappy right after i gave them the clue. un-fun. then we went back to the KBL for debriefings and prize giving, then the camp com had a private debrief session with Ranjee. then camp ended =(
in a few years time we can plan the night games!!
now im feeling really tired...
If you only once would let me Only just one time Then be happy with the consequence With whatever's gonna happen tonight Don't think we're not serious When's it ever not The love we make is give and it's take I'm game to play along All the best DJs are saving Their slowest song for last When the dance is through Its me and you Come on would it really be so bad? The things we think might be the same But I won't fight for more Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve Count on that for sure Can't say I was never wrong But some blame rests on you Work and play they're never okay To mix the way we do All I can say I shouldn't say Can we take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time You want to take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time We still have time Work Jimmy Eat World Futures
Thursday, February 08, 2007
this day i shall post something of great significance. itll never waver, itll never change. these words i am about to say will stand true for all time.
I AM NOT gay!!!!
there...that sets some things straight.
today was pretty eventful. i woke up in the morning and carried out an intricately planned...well...plan to avoid a haircut. it consisted of lots and lots of gel and layers of hair. id seen what happen to Tai...id die if i was seen like that. in school, my fringe fooled Phee!! it fooled Bongard!! but my sides were too long, so i was sent to the barber. darn. he shaved off my sides first...it actually looked better that way...then he combed my fringe down!! i was so scared...then he took a scissors and started snipping at my hair. i thought it was all over. my fringe was gone. i bowed my head in silence. then, like an angel above, i heard the barbers thick malay accent speak 'why you so sad? look at the scissors.' and i looked. woah. one side of the scissors was a comb!! the other side was blunt!! i couldnt believe it. the barber spared me!! there are good people in this world after all.
im having my hair cut in school every term.
okay...that was greatly exaggerated...but it was really a nerve-wrecking experience...
Santana still hasnt sent those photos. hmph.
after school Jeremy and I put up the vintage chinese new year decorations. we were too lazy to go to chinatown. we did pretty well for what little we had. Arpu helped a little too.
after that went for camp worship practice. Kerriann and Jeremy (not the same one) didnt show up, so it was just Emil, Chris, Gleen and me. i taught Gleen the songs while Chris and Emil worked on instrumentalisation. we managed to get Did You Feel The Mountains Tremble, Salvation is Here and Worthy Is The Lamb done pretty well. Praise God!!
oh...and happy birthday Kenneth Yeo!! thanks for being a great choir president =) and getting us the classroom and instruments today on such short notice.
choir camp is tomorrow...its my first one and im planning it...weird. hope the day games go well...
okay...song. hmm...
Looking at your picture from when we first met You gave me a smile that I could never forget And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead And deep inside I wish it's me instead My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me But still I have to say I would do it all again Just want you to know That since I lost you, I lost myself No I can't fake it, there's no one else I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me But still I have to say I would do it all again Just want you to know
Just Want You To Know Backstreet Boys Never Gone sigh...the Backstreet Boys. the first band i ever listened to.
