Wednesday, January 31, 2007
rasa sayang eh, rasa sayang sayang eh, eh lima nona jaut rasa sayang sayang eh...that song suddenly came back to my mind...i wish we would do it again some time...class tests are a week away!! theres really little to study, though...but how am i gonna tell my mom that its less than 5 days until my chinese test without her freaking me out??today i shall break new ground...ill put up a rap!You know me, I used to get caught up in everyday lifeTried to make it through my day so I could sleep at nightTried to figure out my way through the maze of rights and wrongs, but like you used to sayNothing feels like it's really worth itForget perfect, I'm trying not to be worthlessSince I last saw you I been looking for a purposeWell I met this kid who thought like I didHe had a weird way of looking at itThis is what he saidSlip out the back before they know you were thereAnd at the worst you'll see nobody carescus you don't wanna be around when it all goes downEven heroes know when to be scaredSlip out the back before they know you were thereAnd at the worst you'll see nobody caresCus you don't wanna be around when it all goes downEven heroes know when to be scarednowI don't remember where I met him or remember his nameBut he walked funny like he was just too big for his frameJust over five foot but he weighed a buck fiftyAnd what he said just seemed so right it stuck with meListen, its like poker you can play your bestBut you got to know when to fold your cards and take a restAnd know when to hold your cards and hold your breathAnd hope that nobody else is stacking the deck becauseI don't need to tell you that life isn't fair, it doesn't careIt arbitrarily cuts off your air, and like you I want someone to say its okayBut in the truest parts of our hearts everybody's afraidBut just underappreciated and overwhelmedFighting so hard to hide our fear that were scaring ourselvesYou understand when I'm saying that you always didBut its different in the words of a cowardly kidSlip out the back before they know you were there
And at the worst you'll see nobody cares
cus you don't wanna be around when it all goes down
Even heroes know when to be scared
Slip out the back before they know you were there
And at the worst you'll see nobody cares
Cus you don't wanna be around when it all goes down
Even heroes know when to be scaredI'm no hero, you remember how I was, you knowAll I ever did was worry, feeling out of controlTo the point where everything was going end over endI'm spinning around in circles againThis is where you come inAll of this to explain to you whyI had to separate myself away from yesterday's lifePlease remember this isn't how I hoped it would beBut I had to protect you from meThats why I slipped out the back before you knew I was thereI know you felt unpreparedBut every single time I was around I just bring you downAnd I could tell that it was time to be scaredThats why I slipped out the back before you knew I was thereAnd I know the way I left wasn't fairI didn't want to be around just to bring you downI'm not a hero but don't think I didn't careSlip Out The BackFort MinorThe Rising Tiedubercool song...
