Friday, January 26, 2007
ive contracted 4 different sicknesses in a week...woah...at least theyre all gone now.my grandma just had her op today...hope shes alright.depressions so familiar now that it doesnt have much of an effect now. i guess when youve had it the worst before you dont hurt as much on lesser things than you used to. this is delayed...but thanks to Zachary for being there when i was super depressed...and thanks to weiwen for cheering me upive learnt that sharing your pain makes it all easier...especialy when youre sharing it with people who've went through what youre feeling. or those who are going through it right now...we need support in times when everything else in life is falling apart.i guess we all have our own personal problems in life...its just how we deal with them that makes all the difference in our lives and the lives of others. i got to learn to choose wisely...See the stone set in your eyesSee the thorn twist in your sideI wait for youSleight of hand and twist of fateOn a bed of nails she makes me waitAnd I wait without youWith or without youWith or without youThrough the storm we reach the shoreYou give it all but I want moreAnd I'm waiting for youMy hands are tiedMy body bruisedshe's got me withNothing to win andNothing left to loseAnd you give yourself awayAnd you give yourself awayAnd you giveAnd you giveAnd you give yourself awayWith or without youWith or without youI can't liveWith or without youWith or Without YouU2The Joshua Tree / U218 Singlesits all this trying so hard to find that person you want to be thats the toughest. i know who i was, and i know what i want to become...it just doesnt seem to apply in real life.maybe i am who i am...i wont try to change anymore. breathe. just breathe. its gonna be alright.