Saturday, December 30, 2006
today i mourn the loss of my fringe.i DESPISE that stupid barber!!! i mean...he practically reduced the size of my head by half!! now i look like a rat...this must be how Gerard Way felt...except not to be blonde and hot. ergh.2006 draws to a close. woah...so much has happened in this year...everything has changed...at this time last year i was so different...its so weird how ive switched to a whole different mindset...well, was it for the better...?Judy said today that we should show appreciation to the people who have impacted my life...well, here goes...to my friends from 1.06 Philip, ACSi...Ben: being my first friend in ACSi...and for all those times you stuck with me when i got boring and no one else wanted to hang out with me...Lawrence: for compensating my retardedness!! haha...poke!!Durai: for being...Durai...and really being a nice guyJunyi: for not putting me on your hate list=) and being my musical consultant and tuner!!Jeremy: being the nice corrupt class chairman you are!!Joshua Lee: for staying by me since 6.2 ACSj...and sorry, but youre stuck with me next year!!thanks you guys for being such great friends and great people to hang out with!! also thanks to Mr Phee for being such a great teacher...will never forget you guys, even when we split up next year :'(to the tenor section of the ACSi choir...big thank you for all that youve taught me, especially Stuart and Clement.to the NPCCsea contingent (did i spell that right?) of sec 1 this year...thanks for sticking with me and bearing all those times of pain and suffering at the hands of our NCOs!!to all my church friends...my best friends, really...Grace: for letting me in despite all the weirdness...and for being there for me everytime i needed to talk to someoneVanessa: for being a friend, even through times when things were shaky...and are still shaky.Rebecca: for not feeling weird when things were still weird...and for being...well...friendly...i dont know how to describe thatEvan: for being my close friend ever since p3...ill never forget you=)Darius: for being a great friend and neighbour...and for all the times you brought cards!!Zachary: for trying to get me somewhat involved in sports...hehe...Kenneth: for being a really nice guy and pulling for the worship team!!you guys have really touched me and changed me this year...i wanna say a big thanks for that =) and also to uncle Kevin and Chris, my CGLs...thanks for bringing me closer in my walk with God!!
woah...thats all, i think...did i leave anyone out? let me know if i did!!here are 2 songs that i think hold some meaning for the present circumstance...as we embark on the new year.I'll worship at Your thronewhisper my own love songwith all my heart I'll singfor you my Dad and KingI'll live for all my daysto put a smile on Your faceand when we finally meetit'll be for eternityand oh,how wide You open up Your armswhen I need Your lovehow far You would comeif ever I was lostYou say that all You feel for meis undying lovethat You showed me through the Cross...I'll worship You my GodI'll worship You my GodI love YouI love Youforever I will singforever I will be with Yoube with You-Forever-Here I amhumbled by Your majestycovered by your grace so freeHere I amknowing I'm a sinful mancovered by the blood of the lambHere I standhumbled by the love that You giveforgiven so that I can forgiveHere I standknowing that I'm Your desiresanctified by glory and fireand nowI've foundthe greatest love of allis minesince You laid down Your lifethe greatest sacrificeMajestyMajestyYour grace has found me just as I amempty handed but alive in Your handssinging MajestyMajestyforever I am changed by Your lovein the presense of Your Majesty-Majesty (Here I Am)-these 2 songs covey the most simple message youll ever hear about Christianity...and also probably the most powerful.no matter what you face...God will bring you through it...when you were alone, He was there by your side.when the world pushes you away, He will draw you near to HimHe will watch over you...Forever. in the presense of His Majesty.and last but not least, i thank God. Heavenly Father, i cant thank You enough for what You've done this year...You've changed my life in ways i never thought possible.
truly, all i am, i owe to You.