HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

ive got to have repeated that at least 20 times over the last hour.


last night was so great...i was at home at 9 feeling bored and depressed...so i went to church. i arrived for the nightwatch service horrifically late...so communion was just starting...

and suddenly, i just cried.

i cried and cried...i dont know why...i just couldnt stop. Gods presense was so...real.

then we prayed and this kind man came and prayed with me...

after that was worship...it was all so amazing...


this new year, everything will be done Gods way




today i mourn the loss of my fringe.

i DESPISE that stupid barber!!! i mean...he practically reduced the size of my head by half!! now i look like a rat...

this must be how Gerard Way felt...except not to be blonde and hot. ergh.


2006 draws to a close. woah...so much has happened in this year...everything has changed...

at this time last year i was so different...its so weird how ive switched to a whole different mindset...

well, was it for the better...?


Judy said today that we should show appreciation to the people who have impacted my life...well, here goes...

to my friends from 1.06 Philip, ACSi...

Ben: being my first friend in ACSi...and for all those times you stuck with me when i got boring and no one else wanted to hang out with me...

Lawrence: for compensating my retardedness!! haha...poke!!

Durai: for being...Durai...and really being a nice guy

Junyi: for not putting me on your hate list=) and being my musical consultant and tuner!!

Jeremy: being the nice corrupt class chairman you are!!

Joshua Lee: for staying by me since 6.2 ACSj...and sorry, but youre stuck with me next year!!

thanks you guys for being such great friends and great people to hang out with!! also thanks to Mr Phee for being such a great teacher...will never forget you guys, even when we split up next year :'(


to the tenor section of the ACSi choir...big thank you for all that youve taught me, especially Stuart and Clement.


to the NPCCsea contingent (did i spell that right?) of sec 1 this year...thanks for sticking with me and bearing all those times of pain and suffering at the hands of our NCOs!!


to all my church friends...my best friends, really...

Grace: for letting me in despite all the weirdness...and for being there for me everytime i needed to talk to someone

Vanessa: for being a friend, even through times when things were shaky...and are still shaky.

Rebecca: for not feeling weird when things were still weird...and for being...well...friendly...i dont know how to describe that

Evan: for being my close friend ever since p3...ill never forget you=)

Darius: for being a great friend and neighbour...and for all the times you brought cards!!

Zachary: for trying to get me somewhat involved in sports...hehe...

Kenneth: for being a really nice guy and pulling for the worship team!!

you guys have really touched me and changed me this year...i wanna say a big thanks for that =) and also to uncle Kevin and Chris, my CGLs...thanks for bringing me closer in my walk with God!!



woah...thats all, i think...did i leave anyone out? let me know if i did!!


here are 2 songs that i think hold some meaning for the present circumstance...as we embark on the new year.

I'll worship at Your throne
whisper my own love song
with all my heart I'll sing
for you my Dad and King

I'll live for all my days
to put a smile on Your face
and when we finally meet
it'll be for eternity

and oh,
how wide You open up Your arms
when I need Your love
how far You would come
if ever I was lost
You say that all You feel for me
is undying love
that You showed me through the Cross...

I'll worship You my God
I'll worship You my God
I love You
I love You
forever I will sing
forever I will be with You
be with You

-Forever-

Here I am
humbled by Your majesty
covered by your grace so free

Here I am
knowing I'm a sinful man
covered by the blood of the lamb

Here I stand
humbled by the love that You give
forgiven so that I can forgive

Here I stand
knowing that I'm Your desire
sanctified by glory and fire

and now
I've found
the greatest love of all
is mine
since You laid down Your life
the greatest sacrifice

Majesty
Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
empty handed but alive in Your hands
singing Majesty
Majesty
forever I am changed by Your love
in the presense of Your Majesty

-Majesty (Here I Am)-

these 2 songs covey the most simple message youll ever hear about Christianity...and also probably the most powerful.

no matter what you face...God will bring you through it...

when you were alone, He was there by your side.

when the world pushes you away, He will draw you near to Him

He will watch over you...Forever. in the presense of His Majesty.

and last but not least, i thank God. Heavenly Father, i cant thank You enough for what You've done this year...You've changed my life in ways i never thought possible.

truly, all i am, i owe to You.












ahhh...in Hotel Equitorial, Malacca!!

journey up yesterday SUCKED.

we woke up at 8, drove to 1st link at 10am...and it was raining like crap. when we passed through, we were directed to some lane cus the rain was way heavy...and there was a jam. we were stuck there from 11 to 2, and my dad kept shouting and cursing...and blaming my brother for asking him to stay on one lane.

if i ever really sympathised with my brother, it was then...

we stopped for lunch somewhere at 2.30 cus the flood was 'knee-deep', apparently...

started into the jam at 3...more cursing and shouting and blaming my brother...

we FINALLY got out of the jam at 5...6 hours in a stupid jam....

reached Malacca at 6.30 and spent half an hour with more shouting while asking for directions...found the Equitorial at 7 and checked in.

followed my mom down to the pool at 7.30 to swim...for $10. the water was FREEZING!!! when i jumped in i could feel my blood stopped circulating...haha...not really, but it was really really really cold...

went back up at 8.45...shivering...

ate dinner and watched Shall We Dance (im gonna learn how to dance someday!!) and went to sleep after that.


woke up this morning to find my sister locked herself out of her room.

went downstairs for breakfast at...12.10. the buffet was gorgeous!! after that i couldnt move...so we went for a drive round Malacca after that...then my dad dropped my mom, my brother and i off at Mahkota to shop.

my brother bought a pirated Quiksilver shirt after my mom forced him too...i went christmas shopping!!

heres what i got:
a dog keychain
a stone gecko
a small black stuffed pig (VERY CUTE!!)
a pen...well, a nice pen...
a sweater for myself!!

the sweater caused much controversy...$80...ah well, i paid for it...deal!!


going to KL tomorrow...no more internet!! oh well...my relatives are fun people...

miss you guys!!





rain rain rain...sigh...its lovely...

...or it would be, if i didnt have to curl up in a blanket 24/7.


my mom dragged me out of bed this morning at 6.30 to go swimming. the water was SOOO cold!! i am never doing that for $20 again.

went home and sat shivering while rewatching the OC eps on youtube. somehow it doesnt depress like OTH...


oh yeah...my dad materialized in the living room at 6.30...i would be totally bummed if he hadnt stayed out of my face the whole evening...



Melacca tomorrow!! sigh...3 days and 2 nights in a hotel with my fun dad and brother...i HAVE to go shopping...

then its KL for 5 days...okay, i dont really mind that...my relatives are nice friendly people...but its sad to miss the christmas events in church...


You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly

Keep holding on
Cus you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cus you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cus you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cus you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

- Keep Holding On -
Avril Lavigne
ERAGON soundtrack - 2006

LOVE this song...dont know why...

the words id speak.

kay...i go now...only can hope the hotel has internet access...

if not, heres an advance...


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

that guy on youtube stopped posting the OC videos!!

ooh...still got a bad stomachache from that mac and cheese...i am never eating anything in a cup ever again besides noodles

first FL worship leading today!! i thought id screw up...well...i kinda did, actually...at least i couldnt be heard either...haha

packing for melacca soon =(...i dont wanna go!! for one year cant i stay here for christmas??

oh well...shopping spree in Jusco!!


You think your days are uneventful
and no one ever thinks about you
She goes her own way
She goes her own way

You think your days are ordinary
and no one ever thinks about you
But we're all the same
And she can hardly breathe without you

Think about the lonely people
and think about the day she found you
Or lie to yourself
and see it all dissolve around you

Lonely people tumble downwards
My heart opens up to you
When she says she has no time
for you now
she says she has no time

she says she has no time
for you now
she says she has no time


- She Has No Time-
Keane
Hopes and Fears - 10th May 2006



ahhh...a nice, sad, rainy afternoon in London-like song...

makes a good lullaby too...




whew...just got back from church...worship practice was so great!! the songs are really nice...and fun too...Nats a really talented musician...

worship on sunday...hope itll be as good as practice today!!
asking for Gods guidance in this =)

Any moment
everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute
all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday

Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control

All your worries
leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something
when there's nothing left
And the world's feeling hollow

And when you're down and feel alone
Just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
cause it's your time
Time to fly

In a moment, everything can change


- Fly -
Hilary Duff
Hilary Duff - 28th September 2004




mmm...old song...but its still great...


...'let go of your yesterday'

deleted past posts...


this time with God in view
im gonna start all over again...
i promise


the OC rocks!!
some saint is uploading all the episodes on youtube!!

my blog
since september '06 =)
livin on a prayer!

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